What I want is to build a worship mantle
With a large amethyst crystal facing the sun and the moon
Charging my inhibitions and uncontrollable ****** desire

I want to manifest a blunt in my hand
And me wearing a **** outfit that outlines my curves
A man or woman that can’t take their eyes off of me

I don’t want to be happy anymore
I want to be at peace and I want to accept myself
I am perfect I have no flaws

I want to be creative and be naked half the time
Cooking or painting or laughing at my own jokes

I want to make fancy drinks
With bitters and orange peels
Lust and love

I want to go to pretty places the kind that are picturesque
I won’t take pictures

My freedom in all it’s forms will speak through my smile
Something innate to me
A memory in my muscles

I will fool myself everyday until I die