You live in the building across from me you're four numbers away away from hearing your voice & it takes me in all that I can try to do to not cross that street to knock on that door or pick up that telephone & it kills me because I have never loved a man as I love you
But I digress & I have regressed back to someone I never wished to be I have to face the road now where there is no choice in my lonesomeness for at a minimum of the time being simply to attempt to tap into becoming me find who I am be the best I can because the thought of you fills me with joy but by the actions of my mind my mouth decided to take we have parted for now until a later date
compared to the actions Ill make to become who I need to be for me & who I will become to gain back that trust I so unintentionally lost and beg to receive back & be in your arms again feel that addicting kiss upon my lips that are blushed with the mere thought of contact to see those sparkling eyes directed at me with unspoken words across the room in your room under your covers surrounded by darkness and the faint blue light of your stereo tantalizing us with lyrics at midnight.