This is permanent...
Her name carved into my flesh
Nights full of razor blades
And pissing out my lucky stars
Endless hours spent
In spectral dormitories of the soul
Sharing my bed with an unresponsive shadow
Fatal portraits and indecipherable mosaics
Of rusty blood and stale semen
And random hebephrenic blotches adorn the walls
...I don't remember doing that(?)
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Take these moribund dreams from me
Bury them in the catacombs of my heart
With the rest of the headless children
Then bring me XL18 portable flamethrower
And my Swiss Army knife
So I can express myself with full poetic license
Have you ever witnessed catharsis
In budding roses of holocaust?
Have you ever witnessed self-realization
Measured in casualties?
...This shit is permanent.