sigh, my toxicity is unmatched
my mind unbothered
my body unscathed,
untouched, unaccounted for-
i'm reckless you know?
nights spent in the city with some irrelevant boy obsessed with me
i treated liquor like water just to feel something
mindless flirting to any individual who gives me attention
and deceitful words laced with false sincerity has everyone longing for me
that's why the bruises and cuts i left on you are not healed
no one is ever done with me
i'm narcissistic, manipulative, two-faced, uncontrolled, crazy, impulsive, addictive, independent-
you, darling, do not affect me in the way you are thinking
you, do not know me
this barrier won't protect you, i am a machine of destruction
take this as a warning sweetheart

sincerely,
the ego you never got to know