the endless nights with tears in my eyes
wishing you"ll come back with your arms open wide
the fear of abandonment
was so close i cried
"your nothing"
is something I've heard many times
the cuts and bruises I've endured
is nothing the way you made me hurt
these constant memories that i love
is something i don't deserve at all
these lies that i  haven't told
is what hurt me the most
I've tried so hard to make you believe
that those words weren't me
i cant stand this for much longer
until i don't belong here.