Every now and then, I come to weep at the grave of a love that was once so sweet,
I never realised it was poisoning us
How enthusiastically we took turns to stab it! Once for each time we broke each others' hearts When I looked at it one last time, I saw You stabbed it way more than I did But whenever I did, I did it with a rage so raw
It left me speechless
I didn't know the evil I could commit Till you gifted me the dagger of unkept promises and lies And asked me to take a hit
The night I gave it the final blow I danced vulgarly over that lifeless love I wouldn't have been so reckless Had I known I'd mourn my loveless life For days that now seem endless
The love we birthed after 20 years of lone labour Had to be killed within 2 turns of seasons Even though we claimed "it tried to **** us first" I am still out of good enough reasons
I wish and pray every day I swear For there to be trial for us in a court Of whose existence I'm uncertain But where our love gets acquittal And is declared pure and free of the pain that we accused it of causing us Whenever we couldn't nurture it well
For now, we mortal earthlings get all, but a moment of complete clarity There is no redemption, yet Just us, in our separate worlds And the grave of love, under the memeory tree
So sometimes, when I find myself too heavy with tears Under the umbrella of broken melodies, I take cover And come to shed a few, by the grave of love Which I created and destroyed with a lover