why are you always here? why do you keep on visiting me every night? why won't you leave when i command you to leave? who are you to bother me and trespass into the barrier i built?
why do you have to stay beside me or should i say cling to me every time i am all alone in a dark and quiet room? why are you making it worse for me? don't you know that i am tired already?
i am all in dealing with your excuses and lies. your voice is alluring, but deafening at the same time. your touch is gentle but it's getting rougher when i dig deeper. your words don't make me feel better at all. you made me feel that i am the loneliest person in the whole world.
you are such a disappointment, and you know that. you only create havoc rather than peace in my life. i am incessantly in tears and my pillow knows it all, even my blanket.
i don't need you. you poured too much caffeine and the sweetness has longly gone. the blending isn't right anymore. please, stay away from me. you are not the one who i am suppose to be with.