The feeling I get when I think of you moving on isn't what I expected
I'm not sad or hurt
I'm not even angry or jealous
I don't long for you,  I don't wish you would take me back
I don't even think of you until THAT song comes on the radio
But when I think of you moving on while I'm stuck in this rut of being alone
Its almost too much to bear
Not because I want you but because I feel like I lost
I have that nauseating feeling of time running out at the end of a game and being down by 3
I don't want or need you anymore
I just want to be wanted and needed
M y longing for someone else is more painful then losing you ever was.