in the foyer of midnight bleeding into the lucid gallery of dreams, a cluster of curious voyeurs wait impatiently for the floodgates to open
they shuffle in the misty air swirling through the room dimly lit like a theater in session feasting the hungry eyes of patrons with gore du jour
blood red drapes ascend as my guests are seated in the dark still of night
a staccato drum roll shatters the silence signaling the intro to...
scene I
a recurring theme of the one-eyed carpenter hammering a nail into my coffin
tap... tap... tap...
"It won't be much longer now, sir pablo," he snaps between gaps of rotting yellow teeth
"I'll save the best nails for the house-warming...."
what a charmer.....I muse....hugging my pillow tighter
scene II
a gang of my favorite seafood - giant king ***** - is chasing me down flatbush avenue in brooklyn; they are brandishing broken bottles, bricks and machetes, chanting, "payback is a biyaaatch.......payback is a biyaaatch!"
my peeps in the streets do nothing to save me from the crustacean beat down; they stop and stare and clown as the killer ***** corner me downtown in a cul-de-sac...
with *****-f$#k!n friends like that....I cuss... huffing and puffing between the sheets
scene III
the fat nurse with a cataract in her left eye bangs on the door to my small private room in the psych ward at byberry
"It's time for your meds pablo.....make sure you're decent now.... I'm coming in...."
I'm curled up naked like a fetus in the far corner teeth, hands and feet shaking under the nervous spells of mania and parkinson's
she jams a long needle into my back and fills me up with anti-psychotic cocktail my crack for the week
she leaves and locks the door
I roll on the floor it's moving shaking up and down there is a quake in my head It's a 9 the bed's coming to get me I'm losing my mind there's a fat lady sitting on my spine I can't move she has a gun stuck between my eyes It's loaded a 357 magnum she has a cataract in hers It's cocked mine gets bigger