lost my job today.
and
i started drinking cause
well
i have nothing to do tommorow.

i cried a bit
but quickly realized
it did nothing
but give me a headache.

i should worry
of course
about rent
about food
about all the other bills
crushing me to death.
i should worry about a lot.

but for right now
right this very second,
i'm just sitting
drinking and writing
like all of you readers
asked me how my day was.

all i have
right now
right this very second
is a cold beer
and four more in the fridge.

and for some reason...
that's just fine.
and
i'm not worried
at all...