Why can't I accept, I love him with a strength,
That is almost surreal

Is it a fleeting choice, I keep asking myself,
Isn't the way he makes me feel, enough to keep it real

The past has left many shadows,
Of lovers whose love now feels trivial

Shadows that cast a doubt,
And make me stand trial

Its my heart against me,
A testimony so thin, its almost superficial

This time its true, my heart pleads,
I feel him in my soul, like its beat he is perpetual

And so I give in and sentence myself,
I allow love to pervade me and try not to be skeptical

Now, I am alert, I am hyper aware,
I look out for a discord, a flutter infinitesimal

Stop it! my heart insists, do not resist love it says,
It dances around with joy, as I stand helpless and watch the burial.