coughing on the smog that rests in the halls the air polluted by the hopelessness of guests. the putrid smell of bodies drifts through the doorway and into my closet. grasping for the broken windows, trying to get a breath of sympathy. scrambling to offer my best wishes, the lock on the door is jammed. waiting just outside, standing between floral wallpaper hastily pasted on, my only gleam of justice. running, sprinting, crawling to find a way out of this. the elevators, perpetually moving. the stairs, littered with old shoes, ***** towels, and meaningless burdens that weighed too heavy on one shoulder. amidst the flickering neon lights, we sit waiting for nothing.