constricted attention on a single point pupils dilated and knees buckled upon the crescendo's arrival as if a magician's act with a glimpse of an eye it disappears like the flicker of a fire you could have sworn was once there the lights shining behind the curtain wane. the ground rumbles as the mind twists out of recollection it dissipates into thin air. and you wish it remained. and you wish to reach out with all your might and you wish your gaze upon it would never tear. and then you wish you knew why and then you place blame on the world's shoulders. someday it would be back in your palms and gracing your sight. someday, when the time is right. someday, when it is willing to ignite.