I just want to be okay
I just want to be at peace
I’m so tired of pretending
Pretending that everything is fine
Im exhausted of hiding how I truly feel
I am never okay
I am never enough
I'm always battling inside myself
The demons
The voices
Everyone and everything is pulling me down
When can I just let go
When can I be free of all this hatred
It’s like it never wants to leave
I feel like I’m always going to be in pain
Then I ask why
What did I do to deserve this
I thought I was a good person
But this pain
This hurt I feel
It’s never ending