Jul 2013
The day I start my diet
Is the day she leaves me;
When I have to eat and drink
To keep breathing.
The day I start dying
Is the day she leaves me;
When dying is halted
To breathe and sleep.
The day I start crying
Is the day she leaves me;
When she chose her mind
Above her heart,
Unlike at the start
When she chose me above her being.
And her mind was just seeing
How easily it is to follow her heart.
Is the day she leaves me;
When I have to eat and drink
To keep breathing.
The day I start dying
Is the day she leaves me;
When dying is halted
To breathe and sleep.
The day I start crying
Is the day she leaves me;
When she chose her mind
Above her heart,
Unlike at the start
When she chose me above her being.
And her mind was just seeing
How easily it is to follow her heart.
The title means that blood, body, heart matter and words of little love have been smeared over my crazy(hatter), large and fattening(fatter) heart.
The poem is about how today, right after I was needing her more than ever, my true love has found a new calling and must leave me for the time being. And left me kinda catatonic.
The poem is about how today, right after I was needing her more than ever, my true love has found a new calling and must leave me for the time being. And left me kinda catatonic.
