so many years ago. too young to understand. where the years would go. drastically life was changed. tragically innocence was lost. as childhood dreams were buried with reality's painful cost. as days turned to years and the years kept going by doubts began to surface as you recognized the lie. pulled in all directions left feeling used and cold why, oh why, did you not listen to the things you were told? now there's no way out the door's long since closed you pace, you cry, you try to hide as you realize this is what you chose