its been a while
since i last wrote to you
but dont worry,
i was just a bit blue.
sorry for the blood on the paper
im not feeling well
the doctor said to take medicines
but i doubt they help.
they keep asking me
about when you died
and it hurts to remember.
i still love you, you know
and i miss you more
than anything.
its hard to finish
because there is blood
everywhere...
im coming to see you
please open the door