I often
wish        
you were mine
I often
forget     
you are not mine
I often
wish        
you loved me half as much as I love you
I often
forget     
that you do not love me half as much as I love you
I often
wish        
that this idea I create of you wanting me was real
I often
forget     
that you have your own idea with her
but
I'll always
remember that I will never be good enough to have you

j.f