I woke up alone at night,
While crying porfusely
About a nightmare,
I thought it was a beautiful dream

In that dream things I love, people I trust.
Turns into evil things I fear,
things I disgust.
It's too vivid, that it made my life just like that.

Yeah I woke up from those nightmares,
I just cried and said it's the opposite
But it became the truth one day,
Coz' I am not the child they loved

I turned myself into a monster,
Into someone I disgust.