I think about you
And I want to hit you
And kick you
And make you bleed and
Hurt the way you made me bleed
And hurt.

But then
I think about you
And I wanna kiss you
And hug you
And make you smile and
Love the way you made me smile
And love.

You are my perpetual
Conflict.
My internal struggle,
Between loving you
Loving every inch of you
And hating you

Hating every inch of you.
I wanna wait
But I need to go
I wanna go
But I need to wait.

You were the closest thing
I've ever felt to
Peace.
And you were the closest thing
I've ever felt to
Madness.

You were my light in the
Darkness
And now
In the darkness
I can't seem to find your
Light.

I wish that you loved me
Like you used to
But I don't know
If I'm capable of loving you
Like I used to
Either.