i don’t think you know
my system of physically avoiding you
and how it physically hurts me

i am so sorry.

it seems as if i do not care anymore
everything we had
our friendship
seemed to crumble in an instant

we are both so lost
and that is okay

but we cannot act as if everything is rainbows and butterflies
because that is simply not the truth

i am so sorry.

in the end
we must realize
that we go our separate ways

such is life

i didn’t mean for it to end
it just happened

and if i’m being honest
it’s not exactly an end
just a break until we find out who we really are

and that takes time