Red midnight glares above my head heating coals in my belly, pushing tears from the corners of my eyes. Education, success, modernity boil me - I scream to sleep cold. Just outside the window rests a faint outline, the shape of my future. A train shudders to a tired stop, miles away the driver daydreams of going backwards or getting off I dream of today, now yesterday, as I enter, sleepless, tomorrow: today.