I've decided to stop smoking. I signed your name on the dotted line. Of the prescription my doctor prescribed to me. Your my drug of choice. Normal teenagers choose **** or other drugs. But i want a life long endless supply of you. I want all of you, the good, the bad, and the bipolarness. I know that's a lot to ask for but I can handle it. I wanna be able to lay next to you Curl up under you and inhale your aroma. The smell of your cologne trying to hide the **** smell from the room. I wanna be the fire that lights you up. I wanna be that same fire that releases the sweet essence out of you. I wanna be the only person that makes you smile. I wanna be the only person you **** for. I wanna mean as much to you as your **** do. e.s