Life’s Not Fair

They say life is not fair
It’s the manifestation of this that I cannot bare
I am so confused
Making choices I think won’t lose
But who can say what the future holds?
That’s something I need to let unfold
I feel like you are too good for me
And right now I don’t want your pity
I don’t want anyone’s sympathy
Not to say that you give me these things
But I still need the negative to release
From the inner depths of me
I need to sit here and think
Of what I want and need to be free
I need to recover from my past
And build a relationship with myself to ever last
Life’s many changes
I need to take things as they come and really face it
But so far I am terrified
Of the simple task of looking into your eyes
You are too good for me
Yet it is with you my demons will be set free
I cannot deny us this possibility
I want nothing more than for us to make it there
But you know what they say, “Life is just not fair”.