So many questions that I had in my head.
Things that I wanted to ask.
Now you are out of my life and I don't have the change
anymore. It's an unfinished chapter of my life, that's the
way it is. But life goes on, and I doing my best to make
something of it. But I have still an unsatisfied feeling
about all of this. But you can't turn back the time.
We where so good together, you and me.
The same way of thinking, the same sense of humor.
Two different souls with the same lightness in it.
And colors that fit with each other. Everything felted
so good. Almost to good to be true.

And suddenly you left. I've been searching for you
everywhere, had so many sleepness nights. I do
everything I could but you don't come back to me,
an somethimes I am wondering where you will be and
if you think of me from time to time. My heart was so
wounded when you leave and now the wound is almost
healed. But I still felt the pain when I think of you. You
take a part of me with  you.

Now I must start all over again.
Maybe I will find a new love. But there will always be fear
in the back of my mind that it goes wrong, and that I feel so
much pain again. That will always be the risk that you take.
I try to believe in real love, I refused to give up. At one day
I will be together with someone, and being lucky again.
That's where I hold on to. Than I will find my soulmate,
and we will have a deep bond together. Our love don't
will be temporary, it will be forever.