i have got something to confess
swear i will speak the truth
i am not as strong
as i pretend to be
actually i am pretty weak
and have been bottling up so long
i cant hold it anymore
the world around me feels me
but i don't feel myself anymore
it feels i am trying to fit in my own world
i miss those memories
for it i want to live again
not to change
but to feel myself alive again...