i dreamed of you the other night. i dreamt of the way your hands would feel running through my hair, while our legs were intertwined. i dreamt of the way your lips would feel pressed against mine, holding my face in your strong steady hands. i dreamt of you the other night. the way your chest rose and fell, with deep inhales and soft releases. the way you would spin me around in circles. i hate dreaming of you, because i dont have you.