I called my best friend today and had my heart ripped from my chest. He said it's not you, it's me. I text my best friend today and told him that the only thing keeping me from slitting my ******* throat is that my kids are home. He said "Call your husband and go to the hospital. I don't know what to do, but I care about you." I called my best friend today and he said "Hear my voice. You are needed here, I am one voice that needs you." I called my best friend today and I am STILL HERE.