Time and effort wasted, pain at its peak
I don’t feel anything, it all seems so bleak

I felt something real, I thought you were true
I could pick up my pieces while you provide the glue

I made so many excuses, I was always there
Looking to cheer you up as I stripped myself bare

And then it started, the disappointments and distrust
The once known pleasure was coupled with more pain than it was worth

I tried to fight it, the nudging in my chest
I talked and talked in order to put it to rest

But then I couldn’t, so I searched for answers
I looked and scrolled and scrolled and saw it right there on the GRAMmars

I felt it sink, what I once called my heart,
I couldn’t believe that I had played this part

You showed the affection especially with your eyes
Not once, not twice but eleven times

If there’s anyone to blame, that would be me
As I let you in solely because I was lonely..