Why I Love to Dread the Future
by @ProbablyJustSadBoi
I love my life
I love my friends
Yet there's always something missing
I'm always hopeful
Always been hopeful
But it never seems to pay off
It's the small glimpses that keep me moving forward
I'm doing everything right, but doing everything wrong
Get a good job, work hard, work on yourself, make friends
It feels like I could do so much more
If it weren't for that invisible weight
I feel like I should be sad
Sad about that hole that's ripping through my chest
But I'm not
I love my life everyday I have the motivation to get out of bed
But dread the day I don't
The beauty is that we can always look forward to tomorrow
But what about the day we can't