You came like lightening Glorious and frightening And when I looked at you Through a silverish black perview And saw my age and your age I the older would give my life's wage To keep you here
But like lightening beautiful and brief Inciting awe and grief Silent and loud A powerful cloud Hid you from me and left me wet In ****** streaks of rain swept Away in hurricanes of grief
I wanted you! I love you! But that wasn't enough to make you stay Goodbye baby
January 23, 2020
I wrote this poem on the 3rd day after I miscarried. It was horrific