I've tried for so long to fit in I've tried to be happy for so long But I still find myself crying at night I've tried to find love but all I do perish I've tried for so long but for today is a new day where I shall smile bigger and brighter than than the sun but I will extinguish it Because I'm done fighting I'm done feeling sad and being hated by all that surround I I hate how the world feels like is against me the pressures is to much so I shall pop this balloon I want to but buried in my armor and covered in roses and remember to light my funeral I wish to walk amongst the gods if only for moments I loved this community but my time has come