Dear imaginary friend,
Today they have done it again
Classmates have hit me

And I do not understand,
I do nothing to them,
They just say that I'm soft and weird

I love music, manga, the computer
And I don't like to play ball too much
And what?
Ever try
For not being alone at recess
And they forced me all the time to be a goalkeeper
And I don't know what it feels like to score a goal
And let your friends hug you like a winner

Not wanting to play anymore is another reason
BEATING!
For leaving a game halfway

I lost the desire to integrate
Now I just want to see them as little as possible
I'm late for class
My teachers are fed up
They say that I've changed
What will they know?
My parents have called

I always participate when teachers asked
And is that,
I can pass without studying anything
But I don't raise my hand anymore, I'm scared
I'm afraid of the blow from the one behind and the one next seat

And I haven't been to anyone for a long time
I am not suicidal.
Last time 10 waited for me at the exit.
Good!
Dad calls me a troublemaker
The impotence and the pain will annul me, it will do it in a tragic court

I can't take this pressure …
-You don't have to put up with it!
I want to end it all …
-Well, finish it as soon as possible!
I hear voices inside me and they scream:
-DO IT, LET'S GO!

I'm sorry, your parents won't understand your suffering
Sitting from a desk, time will slow down
I do understand you and maybe I can help you
I swear to end it all if you let me advise you

Fear makes you human, nobody does anything.
You feel like taking justice into your own hands
And is that,
It all starts in the hallways
You will pass with your head down and with your hands in your pockets

You know that other children will marginalize you
They want to see you cry
They'll lock you up in the basement or attic

At patio time,
And all for not being like everyone
What makes you unique here
It also makes you lonely

And if the teachers only make it worse
Here a tip is another punch to the bib.
Everything you do will just be another reason
To be able to attack the target one more time

That is you,
Because with that they are satisfied
They laugh but you don't like it
It is not that you are inferior, but it is that fear blinds you
And the ****'s fear is feeling inferior
And that's why it hits you

Do you want to rip your veins?
Running away only delays problems
Look at you, you start to make me feel sorry

Every day you have new bruises
Of those little thugs
You, you have to give him a couple of *****

I can't take this pressure …
-You don't have to put up with it!
I want to end it all …
-Well, finish it as soon as possible!
I hear voices inside me and they scream:
-DO IT, LET'S GO!

Follow your ideas and don't be a Coward!
Do not give up, that your effort has not been in vain!
This time I know that luck is not with you
As there are times that force can with skill

It's no use hiding
Fight!
You have to be strong
Listen!
The voice that speaks to you behind this hood,
Every group has an assigned leader
Making yourself respected is complicated and it has been your turn

The solution?
It is facing the situation.
I'm not saying that it will be easy, less with so much pressure.
What would others do if they were in your place?
They would not even take what you have to endure

They have already disturbed your innocence
Do you know what can happen when patience runs out?
You must do something now, I know you're tired
In fact,
I think you've held on too long

You,
Take revenge, sign up, write down every name
Give them back, come show me that you are a man

I know it runs through your veins, the rancor has poisoned you
Wasn't this what they wanted?
That they had thought about it

I can't take this pressure …
-You don't have to put up with it!
I want to end it all …
-Well, finish it as soon as possible!
I hear voices inside me and they scream:
-DO IT, LET'S GO!

Today, I said a thousand times to myself …
Don't do it, they're good guys!
But they pushed me into the abyss

I reached that point of no return
The one in which everything does not matter to you
And you feel anger towards your surroundings

That day I got to school early
And in the queue to enter
There were those ******* without mercy
I remember their mouths articulating a word:
Babe!
And the impact on my body of their hands

As usual, nobody did anything there.
Some laughed and others looked away,
I swallowed hard from the ground resigned
Well I would know that that same day everything would have ended

Hit me more, I'm not going to cry!
I have no tears left, just sick laughter
You are going to die and the last thing you are going to hear
It's the teacher writing on the blackboard with the chalk

In my backpack, a bottle of gasoline
And in my arteries a lot of pain and adrenaline

I entered the toilets bruised,
And I waited for everyone to be in class
And the hallway clear.

While the janitor had coffee,
I stole the keys to the classrooms in his office
I went up to mine that was on a 4th floor
And I quietly closed a door from the outside, yeah

I opened the other one suddenly and dumped the fuel
Surprise!
They did not have time to react
I made a match, I locked them up and started walking
I can remember the screams, irresistible symphony

Time has passed, I have not returned to school
Not home either, but this place has advantages
Here they don't mistreat me even though it's all very cold
And they give me pills that make me calm

Sometimes I enjoy imagining ******* a nurse
And I have to control myself
I know that in time they will have to let me go
I regret it!
I swear!
Who am I kidding?