At some point in my life... After getting lost in your eyes... And succumbing to your kisses... And under the spell of your smile... I thought I had found my soul mate... And was willing to move heaven and earth just to be with you... You were the first thing that came to my mind when I woke up... The last thing I was thinking of before my eyes closed for the night... And then you were in my dreams... I have never met a woman like you... You were my priority... My number one reason to live... But now I feel I am at the bottom of the barrel... Maybe even underneath the barrel... I feel I am the last on your priority list... And I think I am not even part of that list... I have to beg to hear your voice... I feel humiliated... And heart broken... Live your life and be happy... For I can only wish good things happening to you... As for me, time for me to get out of this barrel... I used to be crazy about you... Now I don't know if I want to see you... For I am afraid of being hurt... Two can play the game of love.... But two can also play the game of indifference....