Close my eyes with these tears in them
Hope that they’ll just go away
If I only get half of what I ask for  
Then what is the point if I ******* pray
I feel silly on my knees
Praying to something I don’t even believe
I want to make you ******* cry
That’s the only way I can make it right
I want to break your ******* heart
Give you the world and then tear it apart
I want to ruin your ******* day
All of these ******* memories are on replay
I’m sick of this nostalgia always taking me back to you
I want to drink this bleach and hope that you feel it too
I guess these just might be my last words
I’d like not to think about it
Let’s just enjoy this moment
I can name the different birds
I wonder how it feels to fly
I wonder how many times you can cross my mind
I wonder if I will ever get to die
I wonder if you left because I’m the reason why
I wonder if I will ever learn my ******* lesson
I wonder what you’re doing at this very second