I forgot how deep the words can cut
I forgot how crushing the pain can be
I watched every dream drop like glass
Shattering the promises I held
I cant breathe
I cant stand
All I hear is the ringing in my ears
The shards of the future are scattered
Laying around me in a circle
I can feel the walls closing in again
And I dont care enough to stop them
He reaches out but I hold up my hand
I cant look, I can't bare to see his eyes
I know its not intentional
I know it wasn't to hurt me
But still disappointment chokes me
And icy claws cut off my thoughts
Never enough.  Im never...enough.
Sitting in my isolation I am numb
Where do I go from here...
Do I just fade back to myself.
Gods I cant hold back the pain
I have no more tears
I dont know to to say
I dont know what to feel
Everything's in pieces again.