Never knew rain could hurt as it fell
Yet, I feel myself watching the dark clouds roll by
Hoping to hear the thunder
Feel the rumble and clash
A might to make me jump
A jump I was always to afraid to do

Never knew that I can't survive alone
Yet, I am here for however long is left
Every night a struggle
And every morning a chance I give up

I've written a thousand poems
And now I can only put this one out
Never knew what it meant to never have enough words
Never knew the life of it all
Never knew

I am here but for how long
I am thinking until I stop
I wished I saved every poem
Never knew I'd forget every single one

Now I know