come to meet me, friend in this sunken place. the time is now. like the spider on his thread hanging from an erroneous web creeping his way to freedom. he knew these things because he knew everything he knew the empty bottles of ginger beer to stave away the sickness that comes from simply being ******* alive. he knew the smell of ***** and the sight of bruises. he knew the sound of sobs and the audible chorus of a heart. he knew the pain so well he could trace the cracks in its palms with his eyes closed and no hands at all. the pain which has so dutifully begun the hibernation and deliberation inside the wrong body. and now i know just as he knew that death is simply a door and i have found the key.