I think what hurts the most is
When the earth shattered you stood tall
When my world broke apart all you did was stare
When everything seemed too much to bare
I was the only one there
I wanted you to see me
Not only just feel me
I wanted you to know
The pain, the hurt, the sorrow
You said it would be you
Time and Time again
You said you would stand tall
Amidst the shadow of other men
The ones that hurt me
The ones that shook me
The scars were there and you claimed you didn't care
You'd patch me up and hold me as I'd weep
But when my world came crashing down
And you stood up top
High and mighty
Leaving me to feel as if everything was lost
My heart wants to beat so badly
It wants to feel the sun
My love runs so deeply
And it's changing who I have become
I'm still so broken
So bruised and so scarred
I know I am not the perfect one
But I just felt so lost and alone
I wanted to feel as if you couldn't make it alone
But now we are here and this life is a mess
I cry every night and I hope for the best
But my plans are never met
As another day darkens my way
I hope the light will find me here
I want to rest my head
For my dreams to stay at Bay
I want to smile and feel like you cannot see through me
But there's pain and there's aching
With every step I try to take
It feels like bones breaking
I know you're not a betting man
But I'm sure you'd bet that I will lose