You left and you didn’t even give a **** i'm your daughter for god’s sake do I mean nothing to you? I use to think you just needed time but now I know for a fact your nothing but a deadbeat and you ain’t never gonna get no love from me You left me and didn’t even say goodbye Because I never meant **** to you did I?!? I’m a mistake to you ain’t I!? I bet I am, you laugh about me with your new girl don’t you? I'm nothing to you and your nothing to me At least we’re even I use to look up to you I was so blinded by your ******* I thought you were a dad The thought of that now makes me laugh my *** off Remember my 1st birthday? No? How about the second? Third? Fourth? Fifth? No? That's cause you weren’t there! Mom was there tho even she made it that's saying a lot man You don’t even know about the **** I feel when I think of your ******* I feel like **** when I think of you I cry like an idiot Screaming at god sayin ‘’WHY WASN’T I ENOUGH FOR YOU“ I never get the answer Now I know why Because you’d only give me excuses Saying the same thing all deadbeats say I know now I’ve made it this far without you I know I don’t need you Your just one page in my 5000 page book Your the page I ripped out and burned Now all i gotta do when I think of you is put up both my middle fingers and say “I JUST DON’T GIVE A ****!!!!” It makes me feel like a god Makes me feel like I could fly to the moon because it reminds me you ain’t ****
This was different from my other poems it was more aggressive I hope you like it <3