the reflection of my eyes stare deep into mine
the tightness of my tie threatening to strangle me
the numbness rain hits my umbrella, traces down my nose

the suit and tie covers your cold corpse
that same smile that you had when you first saw me plastered on your face
you look so peaceful, content with your life now at its end

the cold air, the cold rain, my body is so cold
but my tears are so warm, running down my face
the silent sobs heard, my heart tightening with each gasp

the tears from everyone, the laughter of memories being told
the happiness of everyone thinking of you
that's what you are

youre nothing but a memory to me
and i hate myself for that
that is why i chose to place my rose on your casket

i dont want to hold onto my pain and sadness
i want you to feel my love for you
with this, i hope you can see the type of person ill grow up to be
as you watch me from heaven