thoughtless conversations with strangers make my stomach churn deep down am I now numb to love empty flirts with unimportant figures make a hole grow inside me am I numb to love tangling myself with haphazard acquaintances leaves me walking home in the dark am I now numb to love my heart so craves the feeling of warmth yet my thoughts wish to be alone I wish to be free of this curse free from being numb to love
idk i feel like I've never actually liked anyone and I don't know how to do relationships therefore I don't feel like I have ever loved anyone. Anyone else feel that way