I'm sorry. I have done all that I can for you. The surgeries. The chemo, the bone marrow transplant, the cocktail of toxic drugs, each treatment more desperate than the last, were to no avail. I have consulted with colleagues, scoured the medical journals. I have wracked my brains, explored every option. If I could, I would move Heaven and Earth to find you a cure. But, alas, I cannot. I am not God. I am only a poor human being. And so I must let you go. I commend you to the angels, to your friends and family, To the hospice caretakers. I wish you the best on this your last journey the one that, sooner or later, we all face. I have failed you. forgive me.