hey vanessa
i’m not vanessa
oh, i’m sorry i know who you are, it’s just
i’ve been drinking tonight and i am so sorry
no, it’s fine, i’ve been drinking too
i’ll vote for you to make it up
no, it’s fine, don’t worry about it, but thank you

he sits down next to me but not really

i stare at the pink box of donut holes
small grease stains, untied ribbon
boy, girl, empty room, empty house
chin in my knees
heart full of holes