Hearts pounding, The suicide alarm in your head is sounding My key just broke in half Nobody's around to laugh So I walk to the door Knowing exactly what I'm looking for
December walks in the fading light My face turning a pale white Looking out on the river, seeing the Black Sea My eyes seem to deceive me I close up like a dead flower At night, my head turns into rush hour
The voices They seem to grow nearer with all my choices Trapped in the back of a car going up in flames And the police are tryin' to get my parents names But it was already too late I was headed over since the age of eight
Nothing but an empty room And now all that's left is a filled tomb I took a girl with me as I went Two lives got spent Makes me go numb My pulse is racing... a drum
Swirling out of reality My strength is sinking, just like my mentality To stay here, to stay alive There's a ember inside of me, to survive Loving lost ones The burden of it weighing tons
Heart's pounding, The suicide alarm in your head is sounding December walks in the fading light My face turns to a pale white The voices they seem to grow nearer with all my choices Noting but an empty room Now all that's left is a filled tomb Swirling out of reality My strength is sinking, like my mentality