Love is a strange feeling

For me love means
I always think about you
I care about your feelings and thoughts
I still want to spent time with you even though you broke my heart more than once
For me love means
I put your well-being and happiness over mine
I get shy around you
I‘m afraid of what you think
I let you break my heart, again and again

There is nothing I want more than
be around you, talk to you, feel your touch and spent time with you
At the same time
I feel the need
To Part from you, to keep my silence, to never touch you again, to hide from you
That‘s the time I hate you deep down in my heart

Love is a strange feeling
It‘s a fine line between love and hate
Two feelings which are so connected to each other and still so different
And when I‘m with you
I feel both
So deep inside me, so strong and powerful
Driven by my emotions

It’s a matter of three seconds
That decide if you make me cry
Or if you make me smile like an idiot

Love is a strange feeling
And because of you
I go through all its ups and downs