I feel hopeless
Seeing you better off makes me think of what could’ve been
Now I can’t even communicate with you which frustrates me internally
To see her there and nit me
To be replaced but not replaced in your true heart
I feel empty
My tank is on E
I’m searching to find a being who can make me feel as whole as you did but in fact, this pursuit is pointless
My emotions are tangled and I’ve encountered some issues in the last few weeks
Making me crawl back to where I started when I felt misery begging to make it’s way back into my head
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I’m so frustrated honey
Love me again
One more time
That’s all I want and need
Though that is so unrealistic I can only dream of this one thing
I’ve seen you while my eyes are shut or when I’m driving by the coordinates we roamed upon
Everyone has turned and moved on
But I’d rather them be happy then stuck in confusion and love
You are free my precious butterfly
Go beyond and above
I love you
I always will
It’s hard to embrace the thrill we used to share because now it’s gone and disappeared in the breath I took when I saw you for the first time again
I felt the change and your heart and that you only wanted to be friends
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I love you baby
When will this end
The lesson learned was to never hurt a caterpillar again.