"There is always one woman to save you from another and as that woman saves you she makes ready to destroy"
Chinaski taught me that
when I was still in high school and looking for answers in poetry books.
I managed to find few and far between in those four years.
Then I became a college student and my hunt turned to the wilderness of crowded bars, living room floors and enough pills to swim through only to drown in the deep end.
I caught my breath in three years and surfaced to a job I hated in a town I loathed but always called home.
I kept my company but they never sought to keep me or so I tell myself.
Really I used every last drop of them I could get before the next one rode along because of what Chinaski told me.
But this one won't ride along again and I fear the day she does because Chinaski might be wrong.