pages in my book are being ripped out
the book doesn’t make sense now
it doesn’t follow anything it’s not in order
it’s weaker
i cant remember what it said before
what happened before this?
it’s gone
no it’s on the floor but i don’t know where
the pages are on the floor
they all look the same
they’re too far away i cant read them
they’re all the same
why cant i remember
i cant rewrite what happened

my book is torn apart
it’s so weak
it feels so empty
**** i feel so empty
please i have to find another copy
i have to remember
i cant keep forgetting what happened
i cant keep feeling empty

the pages on the floor are giving my frozen feet paper cuts
the cuts continue but they go deeper
im being sliced up up up up and up to my head
i cant do this anymore please

author of my book why cant you make more copies i cannot handle not remembering
it’s getting so hard to fill in the gaps
the pages on the floor hurt
i cant see them
i feel so empty
my book is so empty