Peace in my body
Don’t know how that feels
I chase it in the darkness
But it never reveals

I paint myself a portrait
With my lingering eyes  
Getting myself entirely lost
Every time I disguise

Maybe I like it that way
Maybe the rush is all for show
For being without peace fuels me
Something you will never know

But that’s what I tell myself
That I’m chasing with all my might
But deep down inside I know
That not catching gives me delight

I know that if you give me my peace
I will be the one to quit
So please give my body a bruise
And I’ll remember it